I'm bmvdybge - I’m so f***ed up inside I can’t even be bothered to think of

I’m so f***ed up inside I can’t even be bothered to think of a word for how f***ed up I feel

My dad left the house and I said 'I’m bmvdybge' and threw my phone at the wall

I failed my math quiz and I texted my brother 'I’m bmvdybge' and cried into my pillow

I got yelled at by my teacher and I just said 'I’m bmvdybge' and walked out of class