h'ing out of it
when you say something stupid and your mom walks in and you hit h so much the screen looks like it was covered in h’s and your brain is just screaming 'why did i say that?'
i said 'i hate my life' and then i just h’ed out of it like i was trying to erase my own existence
i said 'i hate my mom' and then i h’ed out of it until my screen was full of h’s and my brain was full of regret
i said 'i hate my dog' and then i h’ed out of it so much my dog started barking at the screen