Eat the night - It’s like when you’re sad, but you also know you’re going to

It’s like when you’re sad, but you also know you’re going to be even sadder later. It’s the feeling of being stuck between bad times.

"I ate the night because I know tomorrow is going to be worse."

"I felt like I ate the night after my mom yelled at me for failing math."

"I was eating the night when I realized I had no money and no friends."