e-game - When you pay money to get good at a game and then still lose

When you pay money to get good at a game and then still lose.

I paid $50 to be good at this game. I still lost. It was a waste of money and my dignity.

She paid to win the e-game. Then she lost. Now she’s paying to win again.

I pay to win. I still lose. I’m broke and I’m mad.