E-D-O-M-L - A big, fancy word that means I’ve been stuck with this for m

A big, fancy word that means I’ve been stuck with this for my whole life. Said when you’re too tired to care anymore.

E-D-O-M-L? I’ve been stuck with this since I was a kid.

E-D-O-M-L? I don’t even know why I bother anymore.

E-D-O-M-L? I’m just going to give up.