A lowkey - You're saying you want something, but you're also saying it

You're saying you want something, but you're also saying it doesn't matter. You're being fake about how much you care.

I lowkey want to win this game, but it's not that big of a deal

I lowkey want to be friends with him, but it's not important

I lowkey want to go to the party, but I don't care if I don't go